Been suffering for years, finially got 6 years sobriety, but carry with me a ball and chain of anger and resentments that I can’t seem to let go of regarding my sexual and physical abuse while I was active duty. In AA, they tell us that resentments will make us drink again, but I just can’t seem to forgive and give everything to my higher power after the way I was treated, and how it affected my life.. The VA is not providing for me the help I need, and when I ask for more therapy, I am told I am lucky to get to see a therapist twice a month. They are busy and shorthanded. I need a program that handles all my problems, and I need more than 90 minutes a month.